No adi thadi but if I get conflict with friends and dear ones, I hate myself more and stopped talking with them to show my anger. Sometimes the silence goes long time from my end, sudden ah ennala re gel aga mudiyala even I will not see their face directly.. I care and love people and jolly ya thaan pogum but fight time appo adamant ah romba naal pesama en anger ah katturen.. I try to chance but it continues in every fight, I dono it's possessiveness ah, ego va, illa naan loose ah maridurena.. Just shared for myself to change this behavior, neengalum pesama viturathinga while/after sandai..