Disclaimer: I may be completely wrong and acting like an insensitive prick, sorry if you feel so but itha paathathum enaku thoninathu ithaan.
Itha paatha suicide panina try panra maathuri therila, rather trying to scare people either parents or loved ones. Oru maathuri aana passive agression.
Elaarum atha overlook panreengala ila nejamave therlaya nu therla, antha repeated cuts scratches maari or superficial cuts maari iruku, blood photo kaaga vera oru cut la irunthu apply pana maari iruku.
Suicide intention irukravanga they will go for the wrist.
Anyways, ithu scary aana thought thaan if it was a real attempt. Elaarukum life la antha maathuri thoughts vaarum, where you dont want to fight anymore. When you wish you never wake up in the morning. No matter how bad it is, it will pass and get better. There is a very good chance situation maara and you will feel better. And situation maareva ilanaalum, you will change, your brain will adapt. Namma human brain always adapts, elaa pain and happiness normalize aagum with time.